Monday, June 09, 2008
HELLO (:
Just got back from Xiang's place after a nice get together chat which ended up being shoot AGAIN! But it's alright because I'm so immune to it. hahaha.
Took a cab home with Jasmine and Charlie because they were worried about me raping Yong Zhen on the way to the bus stop I don’t know since when I became a rapist but I’m fine with it. Because we don’t have to take Charlie’s words too seriously hahaha.
As for relationship wise, I don’t know how to handle it and I admit I’m really bad at handling it because I don’t even know what I want. The only thing that I know is I still have feelings for him.
We did some talking through the e-mail and conveyed whatever message we want to each other though I don’t really know if the misunderstandings are really cleared or is it him who is still giving in like we used to give in to each other.
He really changed and stop looking at my phone the past few days and each time he call me it would not be an interrogation session which I’m really happy about it. He is really trying to be accommodating to me which I should be really contented about it but somehow I just feel weird.
To me it’s like there was a torn that has been plucked out but the mark left by the torn is still there. I tried to be as normal as I can but it is difficult to hide it from him because he have feelings too. I don’t know how to put it into words but it is just a feeling that I can’t describe it into words.
There are a lot of questions and worries in me that I just can’t think of words to describe.
There are a lot of things that are weighing me down which I really don’t wish to think about it.
Let’s say I am just running or hiding away from the problem which is equivalent to not doing anything at all again.
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
HELLO (:
There are lots of things going through lately I don’t even know where I shall start but I just feel like typing something on my blog because they are being left aside for a long while.
Just had my mid-semester exam which I must say I’m really disappointed with myself. Think I have forgotten what my goals are I’m not working hard enough towards my goal. Won’t be able to get three A’s as I wished I could but nevertheless I think I have done all I can the past few nights mugging hard.
Well thanks for those whom helped in making me feel better because of the little things that happen between Reagan and I. What can I say maybe it is because of the things that we do that each other dislike yet both of us chooses not to voice out our opinion. But things have changed now and I’m happy with the changes in things. CHEERS!
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THE ALMOST PERFACT PARTNER ((:
DIANA CHEONG HUILIN
CURRENTLY TURNING TO THE AGE OF TWENTY-THREE
SHE'S STUDYING AT NGEE ANN POLY
SHE'S GOING TO BE OLDER AT 27 JULY ((:
REAGAN KANG CHOON KEEN
CURRENTLY TURNING TO THE AGE OF TWENTY-FOUR
HE'S STUDYING FULL-TIME AT SIM-UOL
HE'S GOING TO BE OLDER AT 11 SEPTEMBER ((:
WISH UPON A STAR ((:
- able to study in a local university (:
- scoring a GPA above 3.8 (:
- good wealth and health rolling in (:
