Saturday, December 18, 2004
FRIDAY 17th DECEMBER 2004
HAHA went clubbing at RAV last night it wasnt very fun neither was it very boring therefore its just ok : D well well well met DEX at Kovan because she wanted to buy hairband according to her hairband make her look more girlie HAHA :D she was in skirt whooo HOT and i was in jeans which makes me a long hair butch and she a short hair passive HAHA :D i choose a pink hairband for her but sadly she was shy to wear : ( went off to town and slack : (
we reach town and what did we do ? went to buy food from mos burger : ) DEX was hungry . we saw MELISSA ZENG but think she did not see us . DEX shy la because she wearing skirt HAHA . we met ELEANOR and we ate outside TAKASHIMAYA then ELEANOR help me wear her playboy belt and i keep saying " haha im a playboy playmate " YA RIGHT as if . HAHA we walk and walk and walk and we rot outside racific plaza until we went to Lucky Plaza to have a game of pool : D it was dame fun playing pool with DEX HAHA we keep laughing non-stop : D JASMINE came over then we waited for THEA to come then we head to RAV : D DEX and i see THEA we were like " OMG
HOT " HAHA : D
head to RAV and we drink and dance and laugh like MAD HAHA . its quite boring at first nobody wants to dance on the dance floor except JASMINE THEA and I : ( we drag DEX up the stage to dance HAHA about 2 + JASMINE ELEANOR and I head down to mad monks bar to see if there is anyone then we saw LP LP LP HAHA chit chat a while and then we went back to RAV . JASMINE went home soon after because she have work today . the four of us rot outside then we went in about 3 + the music was techno i guess a little funny la . and HAHA got a guy wo was quite friendly attracted to ELEANOR and he keep coming to us and ask us question . then there was this guy OMG he is soo touchy i dance and he keep moving closer then i RUN AWAY HAHA DEX push me to him and i KICK her real hard . HAHA i was tired so i lie down to rest then the guy came over and ask THEA " is she feeling down ? " OMG TURN OFF HAHA . then there is this guy attracted to DEX and another attracted to THEA and they talk talk talk and exchange number . then we decide to leave at around 4 + and i reach home at 5 am in the morning HAHA bathe and change and OFF to bed : D
( JASMINE NOW YOU CAN KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN AFTER YOU LEFT )
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
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IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE)
HAHAHAHAHA yestaday we went
CYCLING :)) it was FUN FUN FUN : D though out initial plan was to go to the ZOO but because i am short of cash so we did not go in the end . SORRY : ( but cycling was equally FUN HAHAHA . but boy was it tiring (wo lao le) HAHA because i was soo tired we decide to rest at the Bedok Jetty and gosh the sun there was TERRIFIC : D we sat down and gossip about everyone who walk pass us and had a good laugh :)) the little children there are all so cute : D and ELEANOR told a small boy " hey . you very hot " HAHA we were so scared later the father come find us we cycle off HAHAHA after 2 hours we return the bike and off to Mac to wash our feet and doll up ourselves :)) (JASMINE's forte)
i suggest to eat ICE-CREAM : D (yum yum here i come) it was perfect after all the heat we absorb :) HAHA then after eating the ever wonderful ice-cream we went to surf the net : D we went to read each other blogs and explain in detaile what we meant and yup yup yup after that we head off to Little India Teka Mall . JASMINE wanted to view her work place and its not bad because the food there is like heaven HAHAHA but im not sure where i will be working MAY or JOANN have yet to contact me and im so nervous and irritated .
today was suppose to go out with THEA but im not in the mood because im waiting for their calls but they never seem to call . im getting more and more nervous and irritated . well its ok i shall save the clothes which im wearing today for tomorrow :)) since im going clubbing . yup yup yup after we dua DEX soo many weeks we are finally going . DEX dont worry we will not play you out in the end : D HAHAHA
im having a mental breakdown so im sorry about my attitude sometimes : ))
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
i was looking through my past entries and boy did i had a good laugh :D
2003 was a great year it was extravagant :)
it was the year i get to know my two close friends : D JASMINE AND ELEANOR
and we form a trio J_E_D :)) we were bond together on 29th may 2003 and till
now we are together :D im glade seriously : ))
i think i own an apology to ELEANOR : (
im sorry with the way i treated you be it in class or when we are out . perhaps it was because of your beheviour or maybe it was because the people around me that kept saying about your actions that made me start to detest you . im sorry as close friends i should never and i mean NEVER harbour any thoughts of ending this beautiful friendship we have found :( that was one wrong move . and i know its only right for you to feel sceptical about me after the hurt i cause you about roy .come to think of it , i was being unfair to you . though people say its not my fault and you said you forgive me , i know some would call me a bitch and all and im sure you do have that little unhappiness in you . but you rather bear it alone . you are truly one great friend but i took it for granted . i betray your trust in me and i treat you badly . i was a terrible friend to be with but you still treat me part of J_E_D . im truly sorry about the things i badmouth behind your back . it was really mean of me sorry . i know sorry is a cheap word so i swear im going to treat you the same way i treat my close friends :D hope it isnt to late to realise my mistakes .
to JASMINE i have no apology but a BIG FAT THANK YOU : D
thank you for accepting me back as your good friend after the long seperation . we drifted from close friend in 2002 but NorthZone pull us back together again :) i must say thank you to you for the most wonderful birthday present i have ever got . i know you gone through much and spend a lot on it and thank you for you effort and time . i truly must say thank you : D but sometimes JASMINE i do envy you or get irritated HAHA this may sound new to you but ya . sometimes you becoming too open until i feel like you are trying to duplicate me . i will ponder a while and " ok diana its not what you think it is . it is pure influence " maybe im over reacting if you must say . but yup i do feel this way . dont worry its pure influence and i know it : D THANK YOU :D
it was the year i had my outdoor
clique :D ELEANOR JASMINE DEX THUNDER AND CARRIE
this group are the best group i have so far and boy do i miss CARRIE my "class" parther . DEX my LOL AN . THUNDER my shareholder : D JASMINE AND ELEANOR the chao nao :D i really will not forget all the food we explore and eat , all the clubbing we had , sentosa we had and of cause cycling we had . (my bank got big hole) HAHA
( this is to AH TAN THEA and JASMINE ) last year all of you told me i change . i have change for the worse i have reflect upon it the whole afternoon and i guess it was maybe because i wanted to prove my worth and outshine especially to ELEANOR and JASMINE . i always feel inferior about myself . i know studies wise im weak the only one thing im good at is sports and of course being a joke . but in school people judge you base on acadamic . and i know im the worse among all of you . i was trying to outshine my best friend till it got the better of me . that was when i started to change because the devil side of me has emerge . that was when i became self-centred and "snatch" roy away from ELEANOR . it was because i wanted to outshine and prove my ability that made me change for the worse .
i have thank you to say to IAN_JACOB and ROY
thanks for making me grow up and realise miracles do exist in this world . you two made me a better person and thought me how to treat my someone special special : D thank you for hurting me to only make me even stronger then before : D
THAT WAS ALL ENTITLED TO PARTICULAR PEOPLE IN 2003 :D
the boo's boo's i made in 2003 and they helped : D
remb i was at monks was a little high and din zip my skirt lucky jasmine saw thanks partner =)) not the worst yet try doing PE with your whole class doing kick-boxing and the teacher ask you to kick higher and "spiak" short tore ! whole class laugh at me including the teacher who never smile L A U G H . thanks to eleanor who helped covering me . thanks nor =)) did my end of year chinese paper 1 . which idiot would keep draft paper and threw away the answer ? M E ! how dumb can i get to throw away and only realise it when im suppose to hand it in . with fear i cried and ransacked the dustbin and still cant find ! thanks to jerlyn and thea for helping me search through the dustbin again . thanks jerlyn and childish chan =))
the down's i had in 2003 but they stood by me :D
failed my entire paper by 1 mark which nearly cause me to either retain or drop normal . wasnt myself too sad to be me . thanks to jasmine / eleanor / thea / jo / dex / thunder / jerlyn for encouraging me . thanks jasmine / eleanor / thea / jo / dex / thunder / jerlyn . =)) planned the whole christmas eve event with all my friends and christmas eve arrived was excited decide to take a bath and change and get out to meet them only to realise that i had chicken pox . too upset cried on the way home =(( thanks to jasmine who called and accompany me . thanks jasmine =)) christmas was rather lonely everyone was out i was alone at home . lonely christmas . thunder called and talk to me to accopany me and soon she got to hang up . thought i was going to be alone until jasmine and thunder knock on my door to visit me and accopany me . thanks jasmine and thunder =))
to all my friends : thanks for always being there to brighten up my days . you all have never fail to fulfill the duty of a friend . even with the boo's boo's i made you all helped me . you all may have laughed but its ok because at least i know i've brighten up your days =)) unforseen circumstances have occur it maybe bad but because you all were there to help me it made me feel that im lucky . thanks once again =))
thanks THEA for lending me your eyes today HAHA : D
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
its been so long since i last blog and because im bored now i shall blog . -POUTS . im so used to the word B O R E D because i seem to keep using it almost everyday . it really goes to show how bored a person can get while waiting for their results . seriously i DONT want to get back my results because i think i fare pretty badly . -POUTS . i shall be a master mind of some plot and this is what i am going to do > >
FIRSTLY I WILL BURN ALL THE O'LEVEL PAPERS . THEN I WILL DELETE ALL THE MARKS FROM PRELIMS . THEN THE MOE HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO LET US HAVE THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE WHETHER WE WANT TO GO POLY OR JC . AND WHAT COURSE TO STUDY :D
ABOVE MENTION ARE FICTIONAL SO LITTLE KIDS OUT THERE TREAT IT AS BED TIME STORY : D
HAHA just in case it really happens . then i will not be in hot soup because i said already its FICTIONAL :D
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