WE HAVE BEEN REVIVED, BY ELEANOR ! (:
Friday, October 31, 2003
whoo . going out later *jump jump . goner have lots of fun this week and next week im goner start studying for next year . *yesyes you heard me right im studying !! i reali learn my lesson this time =x im not goner let my parents down ! but first i wanna reali enjoy today , tmr and sunday !! going work tmr and sun kinda lazy but have to because i need $$ . haha . eh . shall blog later ba i kinda lazy to type le hehe . tata SCRIBBLED at 4:34 PMThursday, October 30, 2003
So here we standTuesday, October 28, 2003
> > d e p r e s s e d : u p s e t : d i s a p p o i n t m e n t :Sunday, October 26, 2003
whee . im tired *yawns . went fisherman village yest to celebrate Carrie's birthday and its kinda fun ! went nor's house to meet nor , jasmine and dex`AN . then took cab down to white sand when we waited for thunder for duno how long - stare - . then off to fisherman village where we walk walk walk to find THE REEF . eh . . there were CHAO NAO > eleanor jasmine < , AN JING > dex diana < , veron and ryan , thunder , joanna , huiwen , astavier and of cause CARRIE . and Carrie decide to bluff us saying she cant come down and suddenly appear laughing . - thanks ar Carrie - . then eat eat eat and play play play until 12 then we sing birthday song for carrie . then we played the " i never " game and we got to finish the left over cake =| but it was kinda fun la . *smile . 1 + + le i got to go so jasmine , ryan and veron and i took cab home first leaving eleanor , dex , carrie and thunder at fisherman village . drop off veron and ryan le then for the first time my turn next notice im not the last ! ! *happie happie . okie im lame =| . haha . go home bathe le then sleep le and wake up le so now im here ! ! okie shall blog later =)Wednesday, October 22, 2003
hum . been doing well today at least my mood is better =) thanks to people who cheer me up . reali thanks . esp > eleanor ! ! and thanks to LeePing with this > > >Tuesday, October 21, 2003
*sigh . got back some of my papers and i did very badly seriously i can see myself in the list AGAIN . i did study i reali did sometimes i studied till i break down but does anyone know ? NO ! no one knows even my mum dont know . all she does is say i didnt study . but i reali did studied but my mind just went blank when i see the paper i dont know why . *sigh . im upset with the marks i got because i studied . its easy for you ppl to say " its okie one , you will pass one and etc . " but seriously is not okie and the fact is i failed . maybe you all are not in the same position as im in so you all duno . you may say you know , but do you reali know ? do you know the kind of feeling to be a potential failure ? do you ? do you ? i doubt so . you can ask what makes me say i will fail then i can ask you back what makes you think i will pass ? im the one doing the test i know very well how i fair but do you ? did you set for my test ? no you dont . so stop saying me ! ! i had enough of very thing im sick and tired of everything that is coming my way . nothing seems to be right . nothing good is coming all the bad things are coming my way W H Y ? i want to be happy i want to be who i use to be i hate to cry in front of my friends i hate it . but this time im tired just so tired i cant control anymore . even before one problem is slove i have another coming up . maybe im just useless . * s i g h . > > d e p r e s s e d ='|Saturday, October 18, 2003
*smile.thanks for everything =)Friday, October 17, 2003
i'm lying alone with my head on the phoneWednesday, October 15, 2003
exams are over thought i could enjoy but then again things dont always turn out the way it is *sigh . *smile . you told me you scared i would hate you i promise you i wun then you ask me not to forgive you how can i not hate you if i dont forgive you so i only got something for you i dont hate you yes maybe a little but overall no so ya this is for yew :Tuesday, October 14, 2003
B . O . O ! ! in less then a day my exams are over . . . haha waiting for my geography paper 1 to over haha . . . hope i can pass *pray . . . hum . . . shall not blog le cause i have nothing to blog cos i've got nothing to say . . .Sunday, October 12, 2003
=| exams going over le i must ren...must ren...diana must ren...*sigh nothing seems to be right =( problems are flooding my brain. ahahah... okie going insane soon due to exams.*sigh. but nothing seems to get into my head i have to mood to study..helpwent to eat with jasmine_eleanor.*nice went nor house first then later we went to eat at hougang ave 1 de coffee shop.we eat dian ji zhou nad kway chap.*nice then jasmine went home with her dad and nornor and i walked home cause too full le *burp -excuse me- hehe..while walking we chatted quite alot then we stop at the bus-stop for quite a while i was kinda down but nornor was there so i was feeling okie *smile.i know i was about to tear soon but thanks nor for being there because i dont wish to tear in front of anyone so with you around im able to control *smile.we continue walking to another bus-stop and off home we go and now im here..
Saturday, October 11, 2003
k n o w s o m e t h i n g i r e a l l y d o b e g i n t o h a t e y o uFriday, October 10, 2003
> > S . T . R . E . S . SMonday, October 06, 2003
*sneeze.just studied finish my history come take a break.did art exams today and i think my drawing eeei ot no comments.come home study until 2 then went to sleep until 4+wake up.so shuang.then study until now come take a break.*sigh tmr english paper pray hard i will do well.-praying-.must watch h.v tonight. *smileSunday, October 05, 2003
*yawn.im tired slept late last night.went to eat dinner then went to ang mo kio to send carrie off then we slack at ang mo kio and decide to come to my house la but then later change of plan went nor's house instead.sit there till 12+ then m papa come fetch me and jasmine home and dex and thunder decide to stay over.and here i am blogging in the morning going to eat with eleanor/dex/thunder later to pass dex her story book shall blog later do art research first..tata..Saturday, October 04, 2003
whee.went to airport to study yest with eleanor/dex/poh yee/jasmine.saw LP at heartland eh that day the person i saw reali is her just that we both scared later we call wrong person.lol.took bus down and studied at the coffee bean.study till 9+ then we went off to eat at bk *tired then we went off.i thought the rain have stopped so decide to walk home to lose some weight since the walk home is kinda far.tskk not even half the journey covered it started pouring omg im all drench and my stupid hp drop on the floor where the water were *heartach *sigh think my phone is spoilt *sigh.Thursday, October 02, 2003
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